My boyfriend keeps talking about going to San Francisco to visit his cousin and see if he likes it there and it makes me feel really depressed. Today he was talking to his dad about plane tickets right in front of me. The other night he mentioned wanting to move there soon and I immediately wanted to cry. I know it’s selfish but I don’t want him to leave. I want him near me all the time, I just can’t help it. But I didn’t tell him this because I want him to do what he wants and I don’t want to sway his decision. I feel ridiculous.